Dark Night of the Soul Part 5

Follow the links to previous parts 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5 before you read on.

I don't pretend that my COVID was any more traumatic than anyone else´s on the planet but energetically, the fear frequency from this time period was immense and an undeniable shift in global consciousness was undoubtably occuring. When I was meditating I clearly saw visions of each Soul on the planet being offered a choice, that freewill thing again. Follow what you are being told, the usual programming, or follow your own way, find out what is true for you and create your own reality. 

It was like a very definitive splitting of two paths leading into two totally different worlds. None better or worse than each other, just a very clear choice that each person had to make for themselves, only this time with making the choice, no one had the option of sitting on the fence, because there just was no fence. 

From that point I dedicated a lot of my time in lockdown to completing my coaching programme with Jamie, listening to channelings from my new spiritual teacher and doing online training with a personal gym trainer. I proceeded to get into shape and lose the 20kg´s I had been carrying with me that had pernitiously been piling on through the many years of being in London, using food, alcohol and cannabis to build a physical layer of protection around myself that I thought I needed to stay safe in the world.

I meditated each day, went mostly vegetarian, did breath work and got strong. I also became really focused on poking every single belief system and thought form that was entering my mind, testing it´s validity and fragility. I found that when I tested their fragility I saw those that were untrue fall away like a flimsy deck of cards. As these flimsy belief systems and outdated programmes that were fear based started to dissolve, I decided to take more and more responsibility for creating my own reality and consciously choosing the life I wanted to live. Over that period of time the meditating became more clear and my body changed dramatically. Aside from losing all the weight, I also became more sensitive and it often felt like my body was burning from all the fear in the air. It was the strangest and most awkward sensation. 

It was the backend of September 2020 and I found myself sitting on my couch looking out the window, after having had a conversation with some friends who had recently moved to the mediterranean island of Ibiza. I remember a very clear voice coming through with this profound question, “Is this the view that you want to have for the rest of your life?”. I answered immediately, “Hell NO”. At that moment it became clear to me that I could no longer live where I was living and it was time to make a yet another big change. 

 Fast forward from 2020 and I am certain now, more than ever of what I am here for. For myself, the mission now is to continue to let go of the mind, all fear, all programming and suggestions I have been given throughout my whole life, trading that in for stepping into the responsibility of becoming an architect of the new earth and consciously creating what I want. 

In my service to others as an energy coach, integrator and consciousness motivator, I am here to help raise the vibration and frequency of folks who are ready to Rise Up for themselves. I share principles and practical energetic techniques that, when applied, create healthy habits, foster new ways of thinking, ignite new ways of being, activating higher vibrational outcomes all by harnessing different approaches to life. This ultimately empowers one to move through the density of this world with more confidence, inspiration and fearlessness. 

Not only that, as I have gone deeper into clearing my own densities resulting in the voices in my head changing becoming more loving and benevolent. My hearing has changed to where it feels like my right ear can hear into a deeper environment. My abilities to see energies and help my clients clear them has also drastically improved helping release densities quicker and clients make their own big changes within as well as externalise their changes without.

Ultimately I would love to work myself out of a “job” because once the global consciousness of the planet reaches a certain vibrational critical mass, we will be living a whole different world that is not focused one iota on fear, but rather vibrating at a frequency of love. And for those skeptics out there, it´s very important to not confuse kindness or love with weakness. They are absolutely not the same thing. This paradigm shift is an inside job. Inside each and everyone of us. It´s not changing an oppressive system that is constantly perpetuating fear but rather learning ways to vibrate higher from within thereby changing the world without creating something totally new, rendering the old system obsolete. 

And so it begins….

If you have gotten this far in reading my story, thanks for staying with me for the whole ride. If you'd like to chat and find out more about how you could help Rise Up for yourself, then please do book a call with me using the calendar below. I would love to discuss how I can support you in that journey. 

I look forward to seeing you on the other side. 

Sending good vibes as always, 

Mish xxx